i like the way you cut me. i like the way you fuck me. i like the way you tie me up. i hope you like it rough-i'm hungry for the sound of you crying.

praise allah y'all! blogger is actually working. i have no idea why it shits out when it's not supposed to, but it's beyond annoying. they specifially said that there was going to be an outage yesterday at four o'clock central time and guess what?

it worked just fine until five in the morning when i went to bed

then i wake up this morning at eight and it takes me about twenty tries to load my page and see my comments. i know i dont know much about computers, but i'm thinking if you're in the business of running a...oh, lets just think of something random here....hmmm....blog site, you'd fucking invest enough into it so that things wouldn't just stop working on a fairly regular basis. then again...i could just be talking out of my ass on that front.

anyway...my boring life ensued.

in perhaps the most awesome conversation i've had in a while, i had a guy asking why i removed the link to this here blog from my myspace page. i never was one for explaining why i chose to do something...so that just kind of stroked me the wrong way from the get go.

regardless, i'm not sure why anyone would use my myspace page as a porthole to my blog given the fact they read my blog daily or regularly. you'd think they would just book mark it, no? yea...apparently not. so anyway, he asked me for the link...to which i replied it was in aol instant messenger profile on account of him bitching at me for removing the link.

and what does he say? he tells me he's to lazy to look. awwwwwww, warm fuzzy. you love my blog so much that you're going to bitch and whine like a little sobbing child who pissed his pants about not being able to access my blog..and then say you're too lazy to fucking move your hand less than a half inch to get the link?

you've got to be kidding me!

fine. he asked me to give him the link again, and i simply replied that i was too lazy to go look for it..thinking he'd get how fucking pathetic and petty he was being...but?! NAY NAY!! he then had to anti up his "i'm a total asstwat" status to full blown "rampant douchebaggery" status in one little sentence: "i have a right to be lazy. i work harder than you."

say it with me people....you ready? wow.

just fuckin....wow! i had no idea that going to school and working two full-time jobs came in so low on the ol' hard-work scale, and even if it was just above total sloth...who the fuck is he to tell me that he works harder than me?

when did someone's work ethic start to factor into their laziness? laziness isn't something you work for, it isn't something you deserve...it's not even a beneficial side effect of working yourself to the ground--which, shockingly i do. laziness is just a state of being and it just so happens the the more worthless you are to society and the less concrete your work ethic is...the more lazy you are. so...saying you have more of a right to be lazy than someone else is simply saying you're a fucking leech upon society, no?

either way...douchebaggery, it's rampant. you're never fucking safe!

another example of douchebaggery?

the guy who ignored me for a month called me again last night. what the fuck for? i'm really not understanding what the asshole wants from me...and i really don't like the fact i feel like shit for acting disinterested in talking to him. i'm not even a bitch to him...i just act like it's a huge fucking chore to even mumble the word "hi" his way. goddammnit i hate my fucking conscious!

either way, he called at about...quarter past midnight. isn't that the perfect time to just say hi to someone? maybe i should be flattered that he thinks of me late-night, but in all honesty it just kind of affirms whatever i'm thinking: i'm now the girl who told him to fuck off, and that must be undone...he must now whip me into whatever fucking submission warrants me being sweet as pie and showing i care about him again. i hope he understands who he is dealing with.

i swear to god! there's no where to run and hide from the assholes of this world.

oh, in other news...i'm moving :) yipppppy skippy!

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alright..so i totally forgot it was thursday. that's how out of things i am and that's how stoked i am to move...survey says?!!

down the hall.

it's a little smaller unit with a lot more kitchen space and a lot less closet space (eeep!). the main reason i'm moving is because it's that two year mark. two years in the same place an ansy fucking elle makes, so i figure why not move on down the hall where, conveniently, my electric bill will just be outrageous...and not fucking astronomical.

as always, visitors are welcome :)

anyway...here are some blurry pigtails for your hnt enjoyment. sorry i forgot!

happy hnt y'all!