my thoughts are strange like the things i used to love. take these strings they call my veins so i can bleed and show the world what i have inside.

i love these posts so much, you're getting another one bitches...sorry! but i have to go do a heavy metal version of some bonnie tyler so i'm low on time and low on ideas because i suck, and it's thursday....not like you guys actually read shit on thursdays!

1. xavier rudd taught me it's all meant to be.

2. stone sour taught me that forever feels like home when you're sitting all alone in your head.

3. cake constantly reminds me that you're never ever ever there.

4. methods of mayhem let it be known that i ain't leavin' 'til you're sleeping on the cum stains

5. 112 made is clear that it's over now.

6. alanis morisette taught me how to keep eople at arms length and never get too close, how to mistrust the ones you supposedly love the most, how to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone, and how to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone....all in eight easy step.s

7. hole wants you to make me over

8. offspring said sometimes you think you're going to drown because everyone around is so hollow. you're all alone, and if you make it you'd be amazed just to find tomorrow. you'd be amazed to just see it waiting. but even if you make it, you're still alone..there's no hope for better days, but if you could change then you'd really be amazed. that about sums shit up for me.

9. godsmack told me to tell you to keep away from me.

10. the vere pipe taught me that we were merely freshman.

11. tricky showed me that now that i understand this right, i should take it to the mic because this revolution has just begun.

12. porno for pyros taught me how to swim under the tahitian moon, and they also taught me i'd make a great pet.

13. vanessa carlton always asks me who's to say i'm not good enough.

14. placebo taught me that it's always going to be a matter of trust, because you don't care about me, and yea..it is my rage.

15. heather nova taught me that when somebody needs you, that there is no drug like that.

16. tool said you should show me that you love me and we can play the song together. they taught me that it might hurt a little but it's something i'll get used to, and that the only way to fix things is to flush it all away.

17. dave matthews band wants you to crash into me.

18. puddle of mudd reminded me that everyone's fake and everybody's empty...and that there's an ocean inbetween us, but that's not very far.

19. earshot pretty much codified my notion that i'll never seem to find someone i can trust, someone i can believe, someone who will try to bring me to my knees...and that someday i'll find someone just like me, someone who will take the time in understanding me.

20. the eels taught me that everyone needs to be somebody, and everyone needs find someone who cares.

21. soul coughing let it be known that it's on, super bon bon!

22. abba keeps telling people to take a chance on me. eventually someone'll listen.

23. diggable planets let everyone know that i'm just cool like that.

24. the bravery showed me that the easiest things are always so hard and that i just want something for nothing.

25. she wants revenge taught me that i'll have regrets, but that's the price of one more lesson learned.

26. elephant man taught me how to do it pan da river and pon de bank!

27. hoobastank let me know that i'm not the only one crawling in the dark looking for the answers.

28. fine young cannibals let me know really really early on that he will drive me crazy.

29. alice in chains taught me that ignorance is spoken, confidence is broken, sustenance is stolen, and romance is fallen. they taught me that arrogance is potent, what i see is unreal, that' i've written my own part and ate from the apple so young...and now i'm just crawling back to start.

30. the violent femmes taught me that i like american music! do you like america music?!

31. poe made me realize that i want someone to change the equation i add up to and turn around all the things i thought i knew, and just be amazed that when push comes to shove i'd give them everything.

32. tori amos let me know it's okay, because god sometimes you just don't come through.

33. the dead 60's showed me that a little riot on the radio turns me on!

34. aqualung taught me that there's nothing in this world i need you to do, just hold me in your arms.

35. garbage showed me that there is a hole inside my heart where all of my love comes pouring out, and that you really think you're untouchable.

36. big boi taught me how to get on down to some ghetto music. holla!

37. the fray taught me that i don't know how to get out of this one.

38. the deftones showed me what happens when i get bored and that i'll never be the same breaking decency, and let me relive how you've changed and feel so alive and how i just sat around and watched you change.

39. kevin little said you turn me on!

40. avenged seenfold summed it up well: "no one can save me and you know i don't want the attention."

41. faith no more taught me everything about an epic.

42. cyndi lauper taught me girls just want to have fun...and we really do. really.

43. nelly furtado taught me that like a legend that rises and falls, i'll never be his only.

44. dvda taught me that what makes a man, is it the woman in his arms just 'cause she has big titties? or is the way he fights everyday? no...it's probably the titties.

45. flyleaf taught me that no matter how many years go by i can't talk about it.

46. evanescence showed me that no ones there and how to just fall into myself.

47. kt tunstall showed me why i suddenly see why the hell this means so much to me.

48. 30 seconds to mars let me know hat if i try to be someone else, nothing will change.

49. ani difranco taught me to take things as is.

50. silverchair wants you to tell me who i am, because you seem to know everything else.

anyway....

please ignore my scar..the sleep lines on my gut that result from moisturizing and then sleeping, and, well, my gut. happy hnt y'all!