Thursday, March 02, 2006

sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing through my open ears, inticing and inviting me. limitless undying love shines upon like me like the sun.

for those who don't know...

the one person i consider my best friend above anyone ..and the one person i would without a doubt give my life for (outside of my parents), without even second guessing anything is...

my brother.

lame? yes. but that's just how it is.

he and i are extremely c
lose and aside from the first 8 years of my life where he just beat the shit out of me at every possible moment in time..and tormented me like no other, (but that's what big brothers do..right?)...we've pretty much been so close that when something even faintly bad happens to him..i know before anyone even tells me because my heart sinks down a few notches and i start to feel extremely ill.

and as far as brother goes..i can safely say that i got the best one! even though, that's the equivalent of me saying that my dog is the cutest dog in the world...but, in my own world, it holds a shitload of water and stands true..so deal with it bitches!

and what cracks me up more than anything about this guy, aside from the fact he goes from educated doctor to 10 year old child in less than a sentence, is how protective he is of me....

ser
iouslyi had to beg him not to beat the shit out of my ex..literally beg him not to fly to california for the sole purpose of bringing on the pain to that asswad....and upon seeing my myspace page he was getting seriously agitated at all the guys commenting on my pictures...saying things like "that's my baby sister you're talking about?..who the fuck's this guy?!" fairly repeatedly

but, beyond that i know i can count on him for anything, much as i hope he knows he can do the same with me.

he is my best friend, and i love him more than words can truly express...so..i'll just leave at that and say:

HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY GARY!!!
i love you dude! even though you wear pink like a fuckin homo!




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in totally unrelated news, i know i said i wouldn't participate in hnt this week...

however, i had to take a shitload of picture of myself because the bar i work for is creating a roster of bartenders and service people for god knows what fucking reason. they ask? i delivered

anyway, though i didn't chose this one, i like it. i look rather spooty, but, i look fuckin evil as all hell, which is funny, seeing as most people in my life seem to call me "trouble" at some point in the nickname game.

i just can't figure out why *points to her halo* i'm sweet as sweet can be! tee hee!





in case i haven't mentioned..i fucking hate my new hair cut, so no giving me shit about it. as always happy hnt y'all! have a great weekend...

i'm off to houston! ride 'em cowboy motha fucka!....yeeeeeeeeeeeee haw!!

20 comments:

Missy D said...

Awesome that you're close with your brother. That's how I am with my youngest of my 3 brothers. He's such an awesome friend. I think sometimes family (siblings) can make the greatest friends.

Hootah said...

Love the hair and the bro is a cutie! Have a fantastic weekend girl!!

Sunny Delight said...

It's great that your brother is your best friend, my kids are that way, and I truly hope that lasts into their adulthoods, and girl you do look like 'trouble' but the kind that is fun. Happy HNT!

DZER said...

I love it when you get all sultry and smokin' in yer pics ... huzzah!

have fun in houston (that's an oxymoron, usually) and don't ride anything I wouldn't ride ... heh

Jody said...

i think hair looks good as do you

da buttah said...

Missy: totally agree. in the end, if you can't rely on your family..who can you rely on?!

Derrek: hehe thanks babe!

Hootah: you too! and uhh i'll let my bro know you said so ;)

Sunny Delight: i think my mom kind of forced the "you two will be good friends" thing on us. i have that typical "we're goign to be all up in EVERYTHING you do, and it's always a family issue, not a you issue" jewish families....so i think it was just beaten into us that family is the first step in everything we do.

Dude: will do...and uhh not sure you'll want to touch me. i think that's blue pill time. YEESH! fuckin februrary!

Vikyoryia: i dig the dark hair too....not sure why. maybe its just a winter thing for me? don't know haha!

Dzer: i'd say i'd try out the mechanical bull..but i've done that here in cleveland and my bro would go ape shit over the guys drooling over my bouncing titties while i was on it..so it's just...it's not a good idea ;)

Jay: thanks darlin :) houston's actually a perfect 55 lately. which is at otal upgrade from clevelands 25!

other Jay: thanks. still loving the stocking pic!

Scumbag said...

your picture looks all like, "hey big daddy. my name is elle, and i'm fucking sassy you cunt."

da buttah said...

Keith: brothers in houston! DUH!!

Shane: i am a sassy bitch, grrr!

Murph: i turned the flash off you jackas. and yea, buy me lightbulbs so i can save up more money for shoes.

Guerrilla: you figured me out. NOT. i really hate my new haircut. it's been a month and i still shudder when i see it.

MJ: no worries, the weather blows..you get a free day from wittiness ;)

Youwish said...

Lookin good as always (with the fab new haircut)!

Your brother sounds like an amazing guy...I hope my brothers decide to grow up one day and act like men.

Happy Thursday!

Natalia said...

Yaay for brothers. I wish I'd had one. I think it would have been tons of fun. Yours looks like he's a trip!

And, E, darling, your hair looks lovely so shut up, Biatch!

{huggs}

-N

Scumbag said...

all you fuckers go pay your respects to pbc!! it's his last day of bloggin'. kinda. sorry for the shameless plug (again. last time i swear).

Timmy said...

...hope you have a good time down here in Tejas. The weather should be nice (but pro'ly not the H-town humidity).

sassinak said...

1. great pic but the eyes are the best part
2. can't see the hair to comment the lighting is too low
3. i feel that way about my sister
4. have fun in houston
5. your brother is kinda cute :)

JMai said...

You look awesome in that pic. Pics taken from above are always best.

Enjoy your weekend in Houston and enjoy that protective big brother. I always wanted a brother... instead I got a little sister who's like 7 inches taller than I am. I think she was adopted.

Faltenin said...

Ah-ha, I can recognize a "please give me some sympathy and tell me my hair is nice" call for help.

Well I think you're smashing like that.

xxx

KJ said...

Love the background on your brother.....that's awesome!!!

Fantastic pic

"Jet" said...

Love the new hair cut!! Happy Birthday to your brother!! You are very lucky to have each other!!

Travel safely!!

XXOO,
JTL

Tiffany Fairbanks said...

You know what's weird? I have been thinking of that song so much here lately. Have you heard the Fiona Apple cover of it? The weirdest thing is that I actually heard it today on the XM offered by AirTran. FUCKING WEIRD!!!! It really just makes you that much more amazing in my book. I couldn't pick one favorite by the beatles, but on a top ten list that would make it! I guess In my life is number one because the sentiment is so endearing. I hate to be redundant, but have a good time in Houston. ( anyone who's been there knows that is not an oxymoron.) :)

Kevin said...

How sweet that your bro would commit acts of violence for you. Sort of gets me right *pats heart* here. And you quoted John Lennon for him. Sniff. I think I'm gonna cry.

Seriously.

sassinak said...

yeah john lennon kicks awesome amounts of ass it's true :)