don't it always seem to go....that you don't know what you got 'til it's gone....

ahhhhh nostalgia!

i was talking to a friend of mine i haven't spoken with in a while (mostly 'cause i suck dick and hate talking on the phone)....and he reminded me of something completely nerdy we (i) did in high school.

ahhhhhhh yes! AP Chemistry in 11th grade...we were charged with writing a catchy song that was true to chemical life, but stayed tride and true to the actual song we chose to parody. somehow...someway...we (i) was the only one who managed to do this (according to Mr. Engle the professor), and my friend still had the tape of us performing it.

(i put "i" in parenthesis not to signify that i can't share credit with anyone...but hey, in all honesty..i did the work, i got us the extra credit....he knows that!)

ladies and gentlmen, i present to you:

i will survive, by the electronic buga-roo's

at first i was afraid, i was petrified
kept thinkig i could never live without you by my side.....
but then i spent so many pico-seconds just thinking how you done me wrong
and i grew strong
and i learned how to make a bond!

but now you're back, from another shell
i just walked in to see the light as your energy level fell
i should have hidden my outer lot
i should have hidden my 2p
if i'd have known for just one second you'd be back to bond with me

OH! now go!!
walk out the door
just turn around now, i'm not neutral anymore
weren't you the one who tried to bond me with chloride?
did you think i'd implode?
did you think i'd break down and half life?

OH NO NOT I! I WILL SURVIVE!
ohhhhhh! as long as i know how to bond
i know i'll be alright
i've got all my half life to life
i've got all my outer shell to give
i will survive
I WILL SURVIVE!!
Hey! Hey!

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alright, now that we got that out of the way, i have some mildly bad news...well, maybe not, depends if you enjoy reading my pointless rantings, ramblings, bitchings, etc or not......

it seems that the "finals preperation extravaganza" is now upon me. starting...well..uhh..yesterday...i must now dedicate countless hours (on top of the pre-established countless hours of reading and prep work i do for class itself) to taking my notes which pretty much document every fucking word my professors say in class and boiling it down to a manageable, coherent, memorizable 30-40 page outline.....and i must do this for every single class.....

........on top of the 20 page rent agreement i have to draft for legal drafting which is due next thursday....

and have this all done before reading week.....which gives me about 2.5 weeks....well, 2 weeks excluding turkey day....

so! seeing as i've never had to juggle the fun and exciting world of blogging with the "finals preparation extravaganza," and seeing as how last year i pretty much fell off the face of the earth for the month before finals (seriously, even my parents understood to back off and leave me be for that month)....i'm not sure how often i'll be able to update this thing.....

my schedule of tasks and "to-do's" is compiled, and i have alloted myself a one hour "do what ever the fuck you feel like" break each day......and yes, i'm so insanely OCD about my schedules that i even outlined when i eat, shower, take my dog out for bathroom breaks, talk on the phone (to my family only, with a few exceptions), and go out for fun.....and yes, even more disturbing is that i stick to these schedules like a fucking maniac..like..we're talking down to the minute for the most part.....but yea, back to my point....i have an hour allotted each day for "free time"....and i'm thinking then is when i'll keep up to date with my blogging...but then, how much will i have to talk about if all i do everyday is live/breath/eat/sleep law school? plus, when it comes to napping.....or blogging....sorry guys, but synaptical recall is solidified by a little rem sleep..not to mention nothing makes you want to conk out more than 5 hours of re-reading cases and notes, and compiling them into something recallable.......

and this brings me to my point: don't make the staple of your diet caffine, and blog with some kind of point in mind..because you'll completely lose whatever point you had in about two minutes, and just be left blubbering about nothing.......

so yea! i guess my point is this: if my posting becomes less frequent to none in the next month or so...fear not! i am alive and..uh...i guess well...as well as one can be given the situation...i'll try to stay up to date with all your posts and comment as often as i can (which hasn't really been that much to begin with, cause...as first and foremost stated in this post, i suck!)...and just know that i love you all, and will miss you (if the aforementioned course of action is taken and i, consequently, drop from existence for a few weeks or so)......

and i appologize for you reading that non-sequitur of commentary. HOY! i've already started to lose my wee little mind!