2.5 more hours of work....i think.

either i'm insaley efficient.....OR....i do the most incredulous half assed job known to man. either way, whatever work i get as GE L&T's legal bitch, i finish by 10am...and that leaves me till around 6-7pm to...uhhh, amuse myself. granted, i have about 4 agreements i'm supposed to be reading at the moment, and i'm supposed to write up the licensing agreement for sony (and somehow include a royalty cap in there...dont' they know the extent of my legal education has been four classes? HELLO?!!) , but i prefer to think and contemplate such things in the comfort and solitude of my own home (real reason? keeps my parents from talking to me if i'm "working"). Albeit this blog will provide some amusement, as i've already posted a shitload and it's day one....but i'm sure the novelty will fizzle and fade so hey, i'm kind of going out of my mind and feeling extreme pangs of guilt for getting paid to sit here, blog, e-mail/im, play yahoo games, and listen to music/dance in my chair ALL day. oh yea, i also get free diet coke....heavenly. i suppose this is the moment where i completely forget what the hell my point is huh? right. MOVING ON!

ever look at yourself in the mirror and go "there is no goddamn way i look this shitty"? yea, i thought that was singular to me. in any event, i'm sitting here freezing my proverbial nut sack off, sipping diet coke, e-mailing a few choice people, reading a website on documentary credits, listening to spacehog, and barefoot---and for some reason all my mind keeps wandering to is GG! being overanalytical was never condusive to being contempt, happy, or just letting things be..and it blows! how can something so wrong be so much fun to dabble with, though? over analyzing aside, it's pretty shwangin, ya know? but then overanalyzing in the picture, and i'm my normal "oh my god..RUN" self. go figure. perhaps indecisiveness (yea i realize i probably spelled that completely wrong) goes hand and hand with constantly waffling on simple desires vis a vis the logical thing to do etc. but then that kind of lends itself to the "what is logical?" argument, which is a pain in the ass to get into, especially when talking to yourself (so to speak). the fantastic part? all this thinking and doing makes me get my work done that much faster.......

bringing me to my initial point......i think the basis of working is doing nothing, filled with sporadic moments of compulsory, deadlined work. En Garde!